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posted : Sunday, October 25, 2009
title : The great depession
Haiyo damn today im like so freaking cranky..
feels like crap damn emotions runs wild.. The past clouds my mind the raw emotions that i felt . came like a stampede and i seriously am confuse. where does all this came from why does i am suddenly is filled with jealousy and envy. Hate came like an erupting volcanoe even a simple insult that i dont even care , now seem like a shot through the heart. Why am i suddenly so sensitive. So easily angered why why why. God damn it.. The past seems like yesterday. the sweet feeling turns to bitter hatred. Love turns to scorn. pleasure turns to pain. obedience turns to rebellion just to makes things seems right in control. when the truth is you never control anything but destroys yourselfs. Foolish as it may seems but its the situations im in. Trying to free myself from this chain or bitterness. Hah my bestfriend dont seem to understand me. parents thinks im a big dissapointment. damn it. This is where i shall end this for now. Missing the bed so much. Nites readers gonna tuck in early for today Cya on the next post. Labels: imy girl. Two days did not chat with ya since that day |
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